Appointment with Kelly

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I go in the Hospital to find out more information about this new procedure that would allow me to have a baby. Though I declined at first, I decided to look into it after all and would consult with Alexis and Jason about it. As I'm leaving after the appointment, I see them bring in Dante and Brenda. I quickly leave and head over to Crimson to tell Lulu

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After consulting with Steve Webber about a malpractice case I'm handling for the hospital I decided to go speak to Robin about her dealings with Theo Hoffman, the man suing GH. As I approached the nurses station to ask for Robin I see Sam who is leaving in a hurry. "Sam what's going on?"

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"I had an appointment with Kelly for a new procedure to help me have a baby, as I was leaving, I saw them bring in Dante and Brenda. Dante's in bad shape" I told her "So I need to find Lulu now" I said "I'll call Jason, too. If you see Sonny, let him know!" I called and took off as fast as I could

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I was at Crimson when Sam found me. She told me that she was taking me to the hospital but she didn't tell me why. I was so numb and so afraid, I couldn't talk. I started to feel sick, I hope it wasn't because of the "secret" that I was carrying? I couldn't have the "secret" come out just yet, so I'll think of something if anyone asks. I hope it was just nerves.
What seem like hours! We finally arrive that the hospital.

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"Just breathe, don't panic" I try to calm her "Dante was brought to the hospital, he's in emergency surgery" I tell her "Patrick is taking care of him. They were bringing him in when I was done my appointment with Kelly"
We arrived there where Jason was waiting

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Jason and I were sitting in the waiting area when Sam walked in with Lulu. Lulu looked distraught and very pale. I turned to Jason "Lulu doesn't look good, get her some water or something" What a mess I thought. Sonny and Dante have just started to get to a place they can be civil and Sonny may lose him. "Lulu, why don't you come and sit down?"

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Sam and I walked into the waiting room. Diane asked me if I wanted to sit. I started to walk to a chair and my legs just buckled, Sam was there to help me to the chair. I was so shocked at the events that had happen, I couldn't think.
Jason brought some water and food for me but I couldn't eat or drink. I knew that I needed nourishment for my "secret" and myself but all I could do is hope that Dante would make it out of surgery alive.

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"Lulu you should drink the water" She looked paralyzed, not moving, fixed gaze, barely breathing. The girl is in shock. Someone needed to get her a doctor and fast. "Jason, find Robin, she'll come fast if it's for you" Jason nodded and walked away to find Robin. "Sam, you need to get her talking and drink some water, she going to collapse if someone doesn't help her". Just then Olivia came into the waiting area and Lulu jumped up and ran to her.

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I went up to Lulu and handed her a glass of water.
"Here, you should drink this, and try to calm down" I said. I tried to think of something to discuss wit her, to take her mind of it, so she could relax
"How're Lucky and the boys doing?"
It sounded feeble, but was the best I could do.

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I thought I heard someone taking to me, but I think I was in shock that I couldn't answer them. I saw Olivia entering the waiting room and ran to her, collapsing in her arms and crying non stop.
"Shhhhhh" Lulu, "It's okay, you need to stop crying cause it won't help you or Dante, replied Olivia. Here drink some more water.
I heard voices in the background, but couldn't understanding what they were saying. I felt someone lifting me up and carrying me. I felt a prick in my arm and someone giving me oxygen. And then nothing else.

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I asked Monica if she could contact Tracy. I called Lucky and Nikolas to tell them about Lulu. She needed family. Real family. Lucky and Nikolas arrived quickly and went to see Lulu. Just then, Patrick came out and told us Dante would be all right.

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I semi woke up and started to call out for "Dante". The more they try to get me to calm down the more I yelled for "Dante."

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"Is Dante going to be OK?" Olivia asked Patrick
"We have no way to know" he said
"I'm most concerned about Lulu" I said "I've never like this"
"I know" said Olivia "I'll go see her"
Olivia went in to speak to Lulu

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When I came to again, Olivia was there talking quietly to me.
I asked her if there was news on Dante and she said that he maded it through surgery, but it was still touch and go. I asked her if I could go and see Dante. She said, no, they aren't letting anyone see him until tomorrow
Kelly and Patrick don't want you to get up just yet. You gave us quite a scare
Lulu, could I ask you a question? asked Olivia.
I said, could it wait? I was getting tired and still worried about Dante
She replied sure, I'll stay here until you fall asleep.
Thanks I replied and closed my eyes
The next thing I knew, was waking up with Olivia still with me
Lulu, is there something you should tell me? Does Dante know?
I tried to hide my reaction but she saw right through it. How far are you? Just then the door opened and everyone was stunned

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It seemed like nothing but chaos had engulfed GH. Sonny had guards everywhere, he was pacing with Jason right next to him trying to calm him down. Olivia was with Lulu and there was a noticeable crowd around her door. Next thing we see is Brenda walking over to Sonny and taking him into a hug. I know what her past and Dante's connection to it. This situation is volatile to say the least. "Sam, do you think it's a good idea for Brenda to be here?"

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"No, I don't think it is, and Lulu doesn't need this"
I went up to them "Listen, I don't think Brenda should be here with everything with Lulu and Dante" I discretely told Sonny. He nodded in understanding
"I don't mean to be rude, but this isn't really the place for you" I told Brenda, who looked at Sonny
"I think she's right" said Sonny

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I'm six weeks, I told them after they stop talking all at once.
When were you going to tell us? asked Olivia
I was going to tell Dante later tonight when we were alone. I didn't want to tell you guys because I didn't want or need stress from you guys. I needed some time to process it. And now....
"Lulu, are you ok?", asked Olivia
Nooooo get... Kelly..... now!

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"Woah!" I said coming out "Lulu what. . .KELLY!" I yelled "Lulu needs you right NOW!"

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Everyone out, yelled Kelly, whats wrong, Lulu?
I feel pain in my stomach, I replied
Lulu, you're going to have to relax and let me have a look? Where exactly does it hurt? asked Kelly
Right here, pointing to my right side, its not the baby is it?
We need to run more tests, replied Kelly,
What I need from you, Lulu, is for you to remain calm. Think good thoughts.
I'll be right back

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Everyone cleared out, talking anxiously.
"Is she losing the baby?" I asked
"It could be, but I hope not" said Sonny
"We all need to pray for her, I'm going to go the chapel" said Olivia
"I think I am too" said Sonny
Jason and I stayed and waited.

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I tried to remain calm and think good thoughts while I waited for Kelly to return. Please, God.... don't ...take... this baby, I ....I know I don't ...deserve it but I ... I loved it... since I first found out.(moaning)
(Taking a deep breath) Come on angel, I... I could use some... help here. You need to wait a couple (moaning) more months and you need to stay... strong because both your.... dad... and... I really need you..., I prayed.
Come baby thats it...ahhhhh
I can't lose you, baby, I just can't
I already lost someone, I can't lose you, too
I groan, "NOOOOOO

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"I'm sorry, Lulu" said Kelly "I've tried everything. The baby's gone. I'm so sorry"
I hear Lulu crying and my heart sinks

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Noooo Noooo noooo it can't be! it can't be.... I love it soo much. Kelly noooo you got to do something
(crying) NOOOOOOOOooooooooo (crying)
Dante... Dante... I... need to see the baby... baby... baby...
I hear people trying to calm me down but I just can't I just want my baby back. I'm fight them to let me go. I never told Dante about the baby and now he'll never know.
Tossing my head back forth crying out for the baby and Dante.....
No Noooo NO Noooo....

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I checked on Lulu and saw she had fallen asleep. She started to wake up and see me.
"I didn't want to wake you up" I said, then took a deep breathe "Lulu, I'm so sorry. I know what it's like, I had a baby who was still born"

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Though the crying, I said, I remember that! How did you ever get through it and cope with it? , I asked, I feel so empty inside right now! I don't think I'll be able to get over the lost. I just want my baby back.

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